In the field of love, I am a big dumb. I prefer to become a big dumb, rather than regretting myself for not loving you.
I broke my heart once and it takes years before I have fallen in love again. The time I am currently recovering from a broken heart, people around me and friends come with different advices and opinion. I remember someone said that, when it comes to loving someone, “you should not give everything but spare a part of yourself”. I just smiled upon hearing it. Women as they say gives their complete being when it
I was badly hurt and broken that I could almost taste the bitterness. I assumed that, I am not capable of loving someone again. It never came into my mind; I never entertain love nor did I even try to try it. Until the day, I met you. I asked myself, should I change my way of loving? Should I spare a bit of myself? Should I, not give myself completely? But, why?
I gave my all, my life completely with the first man I loved yet I lost him. Am I not worth loving for, or my best wasn’t good enough?
Therefore, I decided, I will never change my way of loving. I will give my best and everything. I may lose this second chance again, I wouldn’t care. What matters most is, I can tell myself I did my best and gave my all.
People regretted for not giving their best and everything once they lost their love. What is the point of regretting then? Why they did not gave their best and everything when they still had the time and chance to do so. Funny, but its true, we felt the emptiness once we lost that someone who fills our heart with gladness.
I never wish to regret and blame myself later, so, I will love you with all my heart. I will give myself to you completely without reservation and no hesitation. I know its worth trying for because you showed me the way to your heart.