Once you lost someone you will realized it’s value and worth. I have proven it myself and wish to turn back the hand of time, even it takes me a thousand years to wait.
Sometimes you lost hope and want to give up, but don’t, maybe s/he will come back, no one knows. You miss him/her, it’s fine, it’s normal. Sometimes you asked yourself “when this craziness would end”, stop, it’s not craziness, it’s love. When you are alone you wished “ if given a chance to love him/her again, you promised yourself, you will never let him/her go again”. Giveme another chance, your heart pleads.
I want to be with you, but who am I to ask you to be near me. I am tired of heartaches, you are mine, but I neglect every chance that I have you. If our roads will cross again, I pledge to love you once more. Remember the last time we are together, we have petty quarrel and I’ve hurt you, but I never care. Remember when you said you want to learn my passion, how to take pictures in perfect angles? Remember I laughed and said, “you must learn how to pose for me before you will learn the first step”. That perfect moment we are together, I missed it and I missed you sobadly. The more I think of you, the more it hurts me so. How I wish you have missed me too, that is enough for me to know.
There is one thing I am afraid of and I never wanted to happen. If one day we will meet again, I am afraid you are not the one, my heart, beat.
I wish to wake up one day having good reason to live and keep going on. I wish from the start, “it’s us”!
“I have died everyday, waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid, I have loved you
For a thousand years,
All along I believed, I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more”
I never lost hope; I know someday we will be together. Maybe, maybe, this is not yet the right time!